Yeah, the variety show. People know a lot about hallyu. I didn't know what it meant until I had to write a piece on Korean Wave. Well, that's not the point. I've always like really tall lean/built men but recently, well, not just recently, it's been awhile or years, I really like handsome and good looking women like Amber from f(x). Not making her target or anything because that's absolutely crazy! I'm straight.
I'm just saying she's cool and I enjoy watching her. Adieu, time to rest.
Ta-da!! It's shingles! The end. Nothing life threatening of the sort. I'm glad to know that I can stretch all I want after I'm fully recovered.
Just when I'm out of propolis, I'm infected with the infamous virus. My head...feels like it's going to explode. Grrr...I hate having these common illness. I just dislike and hate being ill. It makes me feel helpless and not productive. Nighty night..........
You know what I hate most? Liars especially when the lies are thrown at me. Selfishness...I still can accept because most people including I have that trait. Depends of the level of selfishness, I, to protect myself. I posted something on FB yesterday, my level of patience is almost at that level. The only time I could cool myself down is watching some series but connection... (Unifi never fails to disappoint me, you shouldn't feel at ease and complacent that the speed at times is steady and smooth nor should I be grateful about it because you charge me for it. 199+6% should work better than this, alright?)
Anyways, as human, we have many complaints. We even curse as much as we can, degrading, insulting people etc. I rarely curse all out when I do, I'm pretty sure I'm beyond angered. Because when I'm angry I could only go "f@+k, wth, wtf, no brain, idiot and grrr.."
At some point I don't even know if I should post this entry. What the heck, I never said or say that I'm a good person or perfect. I can be be angry and voice out my dissatisfaction about how suck some of my so called friends can be, right?
I don't understand why some others do not see her the way I see her. Why do they dislike her so much? I really don't understand that part. Yes, she can be mean when she farts mean things but that's when she's mad, but don't we all do that when we're angry?
She said, she wanted to know how to learn my ability to read people. I don't think I read people that well. I don't think she knows a lot about me...well I don't think anyone knows a lot about me. Whether I'm a good person or a bad person. I know I'm not bad enough to kill anyone or good enough to save the world because I don't have the power and money. Enough said.
Just be a good listener. I can boldly say that she isn't one. Enough said.
I also found out something about her that is disturbing. Where her loyalty lies, how grateful she will be to her beneficiaries?
Girls aren't a loyal bunch when it comes to friendships. Trust me, I've been betrayed a lot by people I trust. If it's her, it's not just about friendship, it's the partnership that comes across my mind. Where will her loyalty lie? How will I know if she won't betray the partnership?
Man says, "Show me, and I'll trust you"
God says, "Trust me, and I'll show you"
You know, I always trust people before them showing me anything. And people ask me to show them only then they'll trust me. Do I often treat other people too well and sincerely that I'm just an easy target? Just because I don't know how to express myself articulately doesn't mean, I don't know how to get angry. And while I'm typing this, it feels like deja vu. I should stop.
The more I rant plus the pain, the more I feel disappointed.
monologku: amanah saham je yg tinggal. Tu pun kalau 100% mmg amanah.
Well, I went to see 2 GPs, the first one, gave me paracetamol, a pain killer, laxative and antifungal cream on 22 March 2014.
I met the second GP on the 28th March 2014. According to GP#2, GP#1 gave the wrong diagnosis. I guess I know my body enough not to take the laxative and apply the antifungal cream. I just took the painkillers.
GP#2 said it could be something neurological/spine and told me not to worry. So, she wrote a letter and referred me KPJ Selangor. However, I have to postpone because of my menstrual cycle, which chose to come a week earlier. Hmm, I shall wait until next Monday then.
Ps: My Moodswing+PMS= Catastrophic
