Because we love living our life so much, it's hard to find a partner who can understand the freedom we must have. So, like any other best buddies, we made a silly pact. Now that he's already married, with a beautiful daughter, the pact eventually is void. Haha!
I remembered back then there were many friendd who made that pact AND an ex of mine used that as a reason to break up with me. The pact he made ,however was with someone else.
Sometimes I think about this particular pact that people made. Why? They're compatible but not being together.
In my case, I did love him. In fact more than I thought. We were never together but I did experience the heartache of being separated. Youngster years.
We attended different schools after our primary education. Liked him since I was 11, confessed when I was 16. Face to face?? NO!! Old school way, Remember IRC? Haha! Yeah, I guess time does fly. We became very close to this very day...well...That feelings have to be stopped after he's married 2 years ago? A little disappointed because it was a shot gun marriage. I guess he was looking for a reason to settle down. Well, as long as he's happy.
Anyways, I'm still searching. One who could guide me, teach me and help me become into a better person.
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