I am an asshole for dragging a good friend of mine to watch two movies in a row on the same night at the same cinema. I know he is tired and is going to be physically fatigue for as long as I'm here. I feel sorry for him because I would definitely go to the max if he's not working during the day. I would drag him to watch the earliest show til late at night. That is how desperate I am now.
I just need to get out from the house, which is closing me in and making me meaner as the days passed. My patience is just wearing thin.
Reason? I cannot have my own life at this moment.
Get a life? Not in this situation dearies.
When one is in this kind of situation for a period of time, they'll become mean and sarcastic.
When life is pushing you to the edge, a place where you do not want to go, you'll bear with it at first, then you'll whine, then you'll complain then you become mean and grumpy and sarcastic and worst of all, you won't be happy with your life.
When you're not happy, things will not go well because negative feelings attract negative things.
I just don't want to be that although I know I'm heading towards that way.
So, I have to get out to chill but...I really pity my friend, Bab.
Sorry Bab, you're the only one I can turn to right now...
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